my first post

yo guys,

guess wat ur old fashion samuel is getting a blog. Can u believe it? hahaha.Anyway i have so many things to say but i just cant put it down to words now. Too many stuff that is disturbing me, too many just too many. Probably i will just express some of my feelings today.

All of a sudden i felt life seems so completely meaningless. I just dont know y but yup i just felt this way. I guess too many set back happened all ard the same time that is y. I just see no reason is doing anything or feel for anything. My feelings just totaling turn ice cold. Probably after u suffer the greatest pain any mankind can ever experience u will understand how i feel.

This pain is called the pain of love. Love is such a wonderful experience which everyone is searching from the moment they step into this world. Some spend their life time seacrhing, some found it and live happily ever after however some finally found it but love decide to leave them. That is the most painful experience, even more painful than losing a love one to death.

Dear God i really hope such painful experience will only come once is their lifetime. Cos i cant imagine me can go thru it twice.

Anyway on the brighter note Ntu IVP basketball won their 5th champion in the row. Yeah!! I am grate i was part of this team cos i missed out on the championship last year cos i chosen her over basketball. I also chosen her over everything else but...........

headless fish