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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

The Friendships I missed out

Dear blog,

Finally I had 2 wonderful and enjoyable days after be through so much pain over the past weeks.

Firstly my hall cny dinner rocks, even though the service and food sucks but the company was solid. I never had such wonderful time cheering and laughing with all my close friends and of cos my dear JCRC. Thanks guys, all of u made me realized wat I had really missed out all this while.

Next in line was our 4 nation competition that made my day. Even I did not play much as usual but I guess it was the company cum jokes made every game interesting and funny. Not to forget we are the champion yet again for this 4 nation competition hahaha!!!

Last night I played majong with my primary school friend, JC friend and an uni friend. WOW all across the education system. Even I am the biggest winner whhahah!!!! But I enjoyed all the crap and rubbish we talked abt the whole night. Even though I completely stoned out now in the office, I think it is really worth the effort. It is not about the money but is about the friendship between us. These are the stuff I guess I missed out dearly.

Anyway I will be meeting our dear PM(Prime minister) wow sounds good right hahaha!!!! I will be meeting him to play majong and will try to cheat some of our national reserve for my use. Hahaha !!!! You Ji Hui. Ok, I will attending some dialogues session regarding community engagement programme. Sound so complex right.! I guess it is just trying to get the youths more involve in healthy activities. Just hope tonight session will be fruitful cos I love to hear very influential ppl speak. It is because there lots of thing I can learn from the way they present their idea hahaha!

However the only low point of the two days was last night when I went over to hall 5 bazaar. It brings me back to all those time when I used to walk over to her every night and company her. I still remember the no of steps and no of walkway lamp leading to her hall. I still remember all those notice board and buildings on my way to meet her. Esp all the same faces I meet every night on my way to her room. All the hi and bye friends I knew when I was staying over in her room. I still can smell the aroma of her room when I walk pass it and the small flight of steps that I used to trip over when I am leaving her room. The toilet that I had visited when I had to answer the call of nature. All these things all of the suddenly start to flash pass my empty mind and heart. I don’t know should I be happy when I think of such happy memory or sad when I know I all these are just history. All I know she had left behind a lot of unforgettable memories that will also be there and all the memories will make me feel that YES I did found love once but……

I guess love has its way and I know one day love will be back knocking on my door again. I just too afraid to start another again and I also not sure wat I really want. Probably I have to pick myself up and again. Probably I need to start trying start wooing again. But who hahaha it is for u to guess cos even I do not know who I really want.


Happy go lucky

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